It begins

 Hi, my name is Neil and this is my blog one day on T.

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Pre-T

I start T tomorrow. It's a rather under the table situation, with not much proper supervision, and to an outsider , would probably look like some sort of junkie ordeal. I'm still excited though. The whole situation is kind of rushed, but c'est la vie, I suppose.

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I'm alive!

 It's been a while since I last updated this blog. I've started my first year at a local community college, and am feeling a lot less doomer-y about my situaion. I'm still sleeping at home, but I can spend most of my dad out of the house. The situation is no less tense than becofre, but plans are more loose now, and I'm not entirely sure if the plan is still to leave. If I do leave, I have a place to stay though. Due to recent circumstances, I might be kind of ok(in only the loosest sense of the word) to stay home until I can leave for a four-year institution. My mother is still a total nutjob. She's sending me to conversion therapy -- I start on the 29th. However, I have some big news, stuff that I want to talk about without the vignette of my housing situation, so I think I'll make another entry.

Next Steps

 While I'm still waiting for the school year to start, I'm trying to think of things to keep myself busy and not alone. I'm going a bit stir crazy cooped up in my room. Since I like to write essays and draw, I think I might try my hand at making videos. I think it could be fun.